Chapter
Fear of Eye Contact
32:53 - 50:15 (17:22)
The speaker expresses a fear of making eye contact with others due to the darkness they feel inside themselves and the experiences they have had. They mention having made a list to end their own life but ultimately deciding to stick around and try to repair the damage they have caused.
Clips
The speaker shares how making a list of things they wanted to do before their life ended helped them to find joy and live freely, without worrying about the future.
32:53 - 38:09 (05:15)
Summary
The speaker shares how making a list of things they wanted to do before their life ended helped them to find joy and live freely, without worrying about the future. They also talk about their desire to create an app that would help others and the excitement of making an impact before passing away.
ChapterFear of Eye Contact
Episode67. Suicidal to Successful (My Story)
PodcastAware & Aggravated
The speaker discusses their fear of eye contact, as they believe that people may see the darkness they have seen and what they are capable of.
38:09 - 50:15 (12:06)
Summary
The speaker discusses their fear of eye contact, as they believe that people may see the darkness they have seen and what they are capable of. They also discuss their suicidal thoughts and the struggle of choosing to commit to death or to go through life and repair the damage that has been caused.