The speaker describes the eerie feeling they get when passing by the front floor of a place that previously experienced a traumatic fire and the strange energy that permeates the area. They also mention that there were people trapped in wings far from exits during the fire.
The speaker's family had to dog-sit a pet belonging to the roommate of a family member. However, they heard strange noises while the dog was in their home. They believe this strange activity was attached to the roommate's object.
This episode discusses the concept of belonging to yourself, which involves noticing when you feel the alarm in your body and reassuring yourself in that moment to become stronger and more connected to yourself.
The interviewee shares how being in residential treatment gave her a sense of belonging and the realization that she was not alone in her struggles. She also learned to connect with others through shared humanity and not just through her persona as a public figure, which helped her process her childhood experiences and grow as a person.
The speaker describes their experience on September 11, 2001, in a city filled with excitement and panic as they make their way down the stairs and away from the smoke, unaware of the severity of the situation.
The experience of not being out can create a bubble around oneself where maintaining a curated exterior is key, while the uncomfortable and difficult feelings underneath can lead to shame.